I feel. . . indescribable!

I'm bad at being active in communities, so although contests are fun I often forget to enter them. Altogether I think I've only ever placed well in a contest. . . it would be twice now! Each time it's hard for me to believe because it is just so wonderful that people would like my art so much.

I never really think about the prizes, because I like contests more for the prompts (and subsequent bending around them orz;; ) so. . . both times, when the notes talking about prizes came up, I didn't know what to do! @_@;;

The first time the prize was monetary, so all I had to do was happily accept the credit, though I had no idea what to use it for. I felt kind of bad accepting a reward when I didn't know what to do with it, but. . . as long as I don't squander it, it's okay, right?

But this time, FOUR PEOPLE are offering to draw pictures for me as the prize! I hadn't thought about this at all! And they are all so amazing!! @_@!!! I would rather ask them to just draw what they want so I can see what they'd come up with, instead of bossing them around. I don't know any of the etiquette for this kind of thing. ;;;;

Contests are an amazing thing. The internet is an amazing thing. I totally don't deserve wonderful prizes like this. This website is just amazing that it can make something like this happen. This is so unbelievable!

. . . Goddamn it this entry came out really sappy and stupid.
Maybe it's less annoying to read if I went at it with the Rainbow Dash kind of attitude I would have had in high school.

HA HA HA HA!! OF COURSE I WON PRIZES!! I'M THE VERY BEST!! THEY'RE JUST LUCKY I DIDN'T WIN FIRST PRIZE! BECAUSE I AM AWESOME!!

. . . my god I feel so guilty writing something so assholish. o_o;; Um. . . take whichever reaction you like better.